Insane... really.

Sometimes I'm asking myself why I'm doing this.
Getting up at 04:00 and going to the gym is insane.
In times like that I try not to think. To just be the robot.
Because those are thoughts of weakness and doubt.
We can all have our doubts and they are a natural part of who we are. But we can never let them have the better of us. We can never allow them to take root and become permanent.

When you defeat your doubts you prove to yourself that you are strong of mind and body. That you can do anything if you just put your indomitable will to it and NEVER GIVE UP!

So now i will go to the gym. Even though I'm not necessarily feeling like it.
I know that when I'm done working out I will feeleuphoric and happy and that is worth the pain I'm feeling right now. I know this - and that knowledge is pushing me outside the door.

Hope to see you again soon.